We came to visit Italy

Hooray for Lawrence and I for discovering this little alley in Pasadena! He's the best :) And we didn't even have any distractions either, it was beautiful! I love how it's been getting colder now! I've been waiting to wear my sweaters. Beanie courtesy of Lawrence!

For this look, I wanted something a little less clean-cut, but not too far from what I usually wear. So I pulled out my cardigan, and graphic T, and took Lawrence's beanie from him hehe

October 2012 Updates

Lots of things are happening in my life right now, and it's exciting! Seems like the only thing I'm not focusing on is school... Nevertheless, I have started posting on LOOKBOOK.nu again thanks to Lawrence K. for re-sparking my interest by doing fun photo shoots with me. We're just a bunch of pseudo-models!

In my old looks, I would name each post after a song lyric, but I've now decided to switch it up and name the looks through my mood, my random thoughts, and inspirations. I've also re-vamped by Blogspot and Tumblr, themed after one of the photo shoots I did with Lawrence K. I'm looking forward to posting more in the upcoming months!

On a side note, Halloween is coming up and I'm very excited about that! I'm hoping I'll get to go on a Haunted Hayride or a corn maze, seeing as I've never been to either. Maybe I'll dress up as something cool this year.

The squanderer

It's funny how I keep myself busy these days... The amount of time I spend on things I really don't care about is astonishing when compared to the amount of things that I would like to be doing with my life. I keep saying "I'm too busy to do this, I'm too busy to do that..." But what am I really busy with? It seems like I am just squandering my time; I'm standing still in the middle of the road when I should be running, chasing, towards what truly inspires me.


There are just so many distractions keeping my from reaching my ultimate goal. I see a fork in the road, and I am standing still, not knowing what to do. Which path do I take when this fork has 5 prongs? And all the while I'm complaining about my "misfortunes," I could actually be making a choice and pursue what really drives my passion. But why am I just standing still? Is it because I'm afraid what lies beyond? Am I afraid of failing? Maybe because if I put my heart and soul into something, only to crash and burn, it would be too much for me to handle. Perhaps just making an excuse and saying, "I'm too busy," makes it easier to bear.

Bigger, better, brighter future

Sometimes we all dwell a little too much on the negative things that are thrust upon us. At times, I tend to feel like a loser, like I can't do anything right. I get frustrated thinking about what could have been, but wasn't. But it's in those moments that I need to remind myself of how lucky I really am. I have wonderful friends who support me, and a wonderful family that has always been there for me.

Life is not as bad as you think.

College just started up for me not too long ago. I'm taking 3 courses with labs: Biology, Organic Chemistry, and Physics. This is going to be a pretty tough quarter. Unfortunately I have a habit of procrastinating a lot, which always gets me into trouble because I never finish what I need to do on time... Oh well, I just need to work a bit harder to resist my urges of browsing the internet.

My hand on a Coca-Cola display set at Ralph's

As far as my career in the entertainment industry goes, I haven't booked anything theatrical since last year... This kind of bums me out, considering how many auditions I've gotten. And I've been so close to getting the part, too! So many times on so many different parts! Hopefully the right part will come for me soon. In the meantime, I've been able to book a few print jobs here and there. I was able to find my hand (just my hand) recently while browsing the grocery store. They gave me a digital manicure LOL

Let's keep our fingers crossed for bigger and better things! :D